Excite

GOLD COAST !! :D :D :D

A Sense Of Relief

Exams finally over!
Feeling damn fucking awesome right now.
Can't wait to know my result eventhough I know I might fail one of the units taken.
Can't wait for second year of uni (Yes, I'm serious).
Finally get to study what am really interested in IF there's no N on the screen on the 3rd of Dec.
The End.

Stress

As I said before, first paper was a disappointment.
I think I did really badly for my second paper.
Exams ending in 5 days.
I do need more time to study for my third paper.
Stress. Hope and pray I won't fail any of the papers.

The Very 1st One Of The Semester

The very first exam today was an uber disappointment.

First exam paper of the semester, easiest subject compared to the others, studied till my balls dropped but ended up not being able to answer most of the questions with a "Aiyo! This one 100% correct!" feeling.

The format of the paper just changed this semester, unlucky-ness, most of the questions are not the same as past year papers which means all of them are new questions. Pfft.

Hope to do WAY better for my upcoming papers.

Final 3 Minutes

Watched the final 3 minutes. Witnessed an awesome goal.

Liverpool 2 - 0 Manchester United.

Nuff said.

Ambition

Exams are really near. Stress.
Started to think about my future.
Doubt that I will like my job as a civil engineer.

Why do I choose civil engineering in the first place?

I always wanted to be an artist since young. Too bad not creative enough.
Studying graphic animation. Same case, not creative as well.

Architecture? Kinda like having a skycrapper built by me but the course's too long PLUS connections needed. Doesn't have both, GIVE UP.

Civil Engineering's my last option. Alot of people say it's similar to architecture but after a month studying the fundamentals of civil, fuck, everything is about bridges, if it's not about bridges, it's about drains (water systems) OR road.

Seriously, I cbf to change my course anymore.
I'm stuck with civil engineering then. I will grow to like it eventually, I hope.

Think Again

When you think you had completely changed yourself, think again.
I thought I changed but there are still bits of the old me remained.
Try harder to be a better person is all I can do now.
I hate being an impatient, rude, short tempered, sensitive freak. Hatred.